- Mistakes - Thursday, February 01, 2007 This morning while I was at work I realize that my boss my be loosing his job. He made a mistake and he is willing to admit that he made a mistake, but the people high than him are not sure they want to give him another chance. This breakes my heart because he is the first boss since I left the school boared that I have actually like. He is willing to explain to me what I am doing and if I am doing something wrong he will explain not yell at me. He is just an all around good guy. I really think they should give him a second chance, but he tells me that I don't know the whole story. This got me thinking about how God is loving and will give anyone a second chance, but sometime we as humans just can't seem to get past the hurt and anger. I begin to think about a lot of situaitons that we are dealing with and lot of situations in my own life over the past few months. I realized that saying I am sorry is jut not good enough sometime, and that brick wall will crumble if I push on them to hard. What happens when someone gives you second chance and chance and I continue to blow it? Well, that is when the brick wall crumbles. It is sad because I can sit back now and see all the things that I did wrong and I wish so despertly that I could change what I have done, but I can't. If I push someone to their outter most limits I can't blame them for walking away, but I can life with the reget that my actions hurt some one else. I do regret many of the things that I have said and done over the past few months and I wish that I could find a way to say I'm sorry to the person so they will know how sincer that I am and that I understand what I did was wrong in so many way and that if I could go back and change it I would, but how do you do that when you have used all your second chances? Just my thoughts. Later.

posted by Jess @ 12:32 PM 4 Comments: At 2:10 PM,  Momma Tammi said... The problem with a wall crumbing in a relationship is that it will NEVER be rebuilt the way it was, no matter how much you want it to be. It is sad. Let the regret that you live with become the thing that prevents you from making those same mistakes again, but do NOT allow it to beat you up time and again. Use it for good. Rest assured, that person knows that you are learning from these things and is happy about that and has forgiven you for what has happened. Continue to grow, to heal and to learn. Become the woman that God desires you to be. Years from now, you will look back and see a speed bump where you thought there once stood a mountain.   At 11:40 PM,  Amy Anders said... Tammi is right. God uses things in our lives so that we can learn from them and look back and become stronger from them. I'm praying for ya that God will direct your life and show you what he'd have you to do. He's got that road map already set for our lives but it's up to us to follow his directions.   At 3:13 PM,  Katlin said... I am sorry to hear about your boss Jess. I have quite a bit of news for you and Amy. Both of you need to call me. We had a lot of fun snowtubing.....well, miss ya!!! Love Ya!!!!   At 6:58 PM,  Sister Charity said... Time for a new post?   Post a Comment << Home