- Trusting What I know - Thursday, May 10, 2007 So, how is everyone? I am okay. I have one more day left at work and them a week off, which means that I can sleep for a full 8 hours with no interuptions. YEA!!!! Something really odd happened to me today at work and I am not sure that I like it at all! There is only one person in the world that I gave permission to this to me and it was not the guy over the warehouse at work. Actually, the only person who has ever done this well....lives several states away! I was training the new guy, David, today. Micheal walked in and began to talk to us. He was talking aobut how he would work with anyone's schedule. He was telling David that. Then he looked at me and said "You can account for that, can't you" What is is referring to is about 10 weeks ago he ask me I wanted to take sometime off. I was during the time I was asking for all the prayer. I told him no that I was fine. I said it with a smile and as perky as normal. This morning he told me that he was still irritated with me that I refused him and he had to bring me in his office and talk to me again. He said he knew that I needed time off before he ask me and that is why he ask.! I AM NOT THAT READALBE!!!! or at least if I am I need to work on that. I hate having people read right through me. I don't want people to be able to look at me and tell if there is something wrong especially if they are not someone that is close to me. I would like to fight my battles between me and God and them put a smile of my face with the battle is raging. I want to walk through it with joy and looking so bad that people look at me and can tell what is wrong. I am already getting "hard love" from someone, and I guess I just feel that I need to fight myself! Does that make sence to any of you all? Am I right? Am I rambleing? Well, I have to go pick up drink. Working at Coke gets me a HUGE discount on drinks. Then I need to go clean my house and get ready to go home on Satruday because tomorrow night I am going to a bull riding thing. THERE WILL BE COWBOYS THERE!!!! *sighing* I love cowboys!!! Anyway, I have to run. Later.

posted by Jess @ 11:52 AM 1 Comments: At 6:56 PM,  Katlin said... hey....... :( :( :( :( :( :( i dropped my brand new razr in the toilette!! :'( i actually cried...im very upset!!!!!   Post a Comment << Home