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Friday, February 23, 2007
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Hey Everyone,
Well, I think my schedule has finally gotten the best of me or it could just be the time of the year and all the crazy weather that we have been having here. My allergies are in full swing right now. Like I said I don't know if it is my schedule, new apartment, or the weather, but something has them acting up. I can only take my medication on weekends because I don't have enough time to sleep it off during the week, and I can't function on the medication. I literally takes me off my feet. I'm not sure why I am out of bed now, but I am. It could be my apartment because they stared getting bad when I moved in January so I'm just not sure. This may sound funny but it seems affecting Sprite. Can cats get sick or allergies? Just wondering because she sneezes and she has that gook that gets in you eyes. The other day she actually had tears in her eyes. They where full of water, but I think that was my fault because I tried to vaccuum her. She is shedding really bad right now and I thought that is where my problem is so I tried to get it off. Now mind you she is scared to death of any noise. So use your imagation to figure out what she did next and how much blood I lost in the battle. Wow, that was way off the subject.....you can tell I am on medication.
I can rest and relax some this weekend. Everyone is going out of town for a couples retreat.....well at least all the married people are. So, Michele, Keith, and maybe Bev are coming over tomorrow night for pizza and movies. Some host I'll be having to blow my noise every 5 minutes. I have already warned Keith that Sprite doesn't like men...well she like men that are not attracted to women that is. There is an exception and that is my dad. She likes my dad but is only becuase he buys her things. I told Keith not to be offended if she hissed at him A LOT becuase that would be normal and not to be offended if she just sat and stared at him like this is MY house and you need to leave. So, it should be fun.
Anyway, I hope that everyone has a wonderful weekend and please pray that I will get over whatever it is I seem to have. I don't have the time nor the insurance to go to the doctor.
Later
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Monday, February 19, 2007
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Hey Everyone,
I just thought that I would stop and say Hi and give you a run down of why that I haven't posted in awhile. Everything just seems so busy. I am VERY much a type A personality, but lately my life has been everything but planned. Between two jobs and attempting school full-time, then there if my family and it is just the time of year that everything is busy with church plus getting the Jared's moves and settled, it has left me very little time for anything else. Hints the reason that I am failing all two of my class this term. Just so you know we have terms not semesters. We have two classes for five weeks than get two new classes. I have no schedule and it is killing me. My day does not end. It starts at 3:00am and doesn't end until after 9 or 10 or even sometimes 11. Plus there is a lot going on that I can't blog about because it wouldn't be good if the right people read my blog. It would be taken the wrong way and I just can't handle trying to straighten anything else out. So, that is the reason that I haven't blogged. I just haven't found the time. I'm still trying to find a balance with what I have to do and nothing extra. I'm changing my classes from night classes to day classes so that means that I will get up at 3:00 get off from work at 7:30am be at class by 8:00 am get out of class at 1:00pm go to my second job between 1:30 and 2:00 pm get off from there at 5:00 or 5:30pm. At least I will get to go home before 10:30 at night, right? Poor Sprite. I think she had forgotten who I am. Well, so that wasn't more enouraging, but I just wanted everyone to know why I haven't blogged in awhile. I have to go. Later. God Bless everyone.
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- Mistakes -
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Thursday, February 01, 2007
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This morning while I was at work I realize that my boss my be loosing his job. He made a mistake and he is willing to admit that he made a mistake, but the people high than him are not sure they want to give him another chance. This breakes my heart because he is the first boss since I left the school boared that I have actually like. He is willing to explain to me what I am doing and if I am doing something wrong he will explain not yell at me. He is just an all around good guy. I really think they should give him a second chance, but he tells me that I don't know the whole story.
This got me thinking about how God is loving and will give anyone a second chance, but sometime we as humans just can't seem to get past the hurt and anger. I begin to think about a lot of situaitons that we are dealing with and lot of situations in my own life over the past few months.
I realized that saying I am sorry is jut not good enough sometime, and that brick wall will crumble if I push on them to hard. What happens when someone gives you second chance and chance and I continue to blow it? Well, that is when the brick wall crumbles. It is sad because I can sit back now and see all the things that I did wrong and I wish so despertly that I could change what I have done, but I can't. If I push someone to their outter most limits I can't blame them for walking away, but I can life with the reget that my actions hurt some one else. I do regret many of the things that I have said and done over the past few months and I wish that I could find a way to say I'm sorry to the person so they will know how sincer that I am and that I understand what I did was wrong in so many way and that if I could go back and change it I would, but how do you do that when you have used all your second chances?
Just my thoughts.
Later.
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